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I have a girlfriend bitches...so fuck off!!!Yeah I LOVE her...I said it!!!!Current Mood:  chipper Current Music: xmas music |
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ok yeah ok
tonight i have felt a filling that i haven't felt in a while
the slap in the face filling ...
everything was alot more on the table.
more together than a puzzle
and i didn't care about what i was
only that i knew
what will i do with it maybe maybe its not this
the air only knows what you spokeCurrent Mood: high Current Music: gorillaz |
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So i dont post much anymore my life is (well) wishy washy right now to say the least. There is not one thing i can be sure of right now.. and my life is becoming more and more dull and pathetic day by day. Things that i want and could have i let slip threw my hands & i don't know why i let it happen. The only things that have really made me happy in the last week is pics of robots,zombies,and dinos... porn sucks its getting old. yeah thats when you know that you need..well i will leave it at that.
Every song that comes on the radio or a every cd that i hear you there in my head.
I want to embrace this pain that is coming so i can move on. but you know i cant.
Sleeping is the thing i love the most...wish i could sleep for that week of bullshit.
You know what your doing..i wish i did..build me up and shoot me down...
i fell sick my head hurts and so does my well my whole fucking body hurts...i really want to start drinking again but im scared that i would like it to much again..
fuck fuck i fell yuck save me someone
im a fucking fag
I think im going to be bitter over this..my mess in a blue dress...
killers killers killers suckit
past is the past get the fuck over it your not part of it so blah...future not so bright..so hahahah fuck
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Sep. 2nd, 2005 @ 12:25 am
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i've cursed this day with no regrets, with no compromise. curse your grace.
shallow, this hatred that presses its finger to my lips. simple love is to
blame. i won't lay my head down with this shame. kiss the sky. i'm always waiting
here on the ground, on the ground. be warned. shallow, this hatred that
presses its finger to my lips. be warned, she'll kill you. be warned, she'll kill us
all. be warned, she'll kill you. be warned, she'll kill us all. be warned. be
warned, she'll kill you. be warned she'll kill me.
Not before she kills herself with her dark heart and her cold soul....die daddy's girl!!!!Current Mood:  knife in my back Current Music: nymphetamine girl |
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Im really glad that today went so well!!! I can't say how happy I am but I can say that I thank God for everything. I really have seen myself trying to change. For the good that is. I needed to get some things out of my life and now Im watching them leave..thanks : ) And everyone that I have not talked to in a while, I miss you and love you much....anywho someone call me!!!!!!!!!!
Aug. 14th, 2005 @ 07:09 pm
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Have you ever noticed when you have something thats shinny and new its you favorite thing in the whole world. Its the one thing that makes you happy. Then one day you drop it and it breaks into a thousand pieces or even a million. So here you are with a million pieces to pick up and try to put back together. But you don't know if you can or if you even want to. But you realize that one thing brought you so much joy, so you suck it up and put it back together. But when you do you don't look at it the same way. Its not what you saw it as when you first got it. do you still love it?????? Is it still what you want???
Aug. 3rd, 2005 @ 03:23 am
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If there are people in your life that you take for granted then you should thing about how you treat them!!!!!!!!! Because if you don't watch out they will slip threw your fingers. MISS YOU
Jul. 30th, 2005 @ 08:56 pm
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I really want to get away from Tupelo. I wish I could get away from drama. I wish could sell my self short again.Im sick of this. Im going to go hit the bodle.....................
Jul. 28th, 2005 @ 03:01 am
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Death!! Some please just KILL me!!!!
I wish that you would at least tell me to f off or die... Then maybe just maybe I could hate what it was that I wasn't supost to hate about you in the first place. Now that I think about it you wasn't as great as I made you out to be.
My friends and prayer are what seems to take care of this the most. I wish i could show you that I really enjoy you more.... Thanks guys I love you dearly
Jul. 21st, 2005 @ 05:40 am
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No sleep for 24 hours and Barton making blueberry pie. lol he is so damn delirious!!! I think we are all going to eat it and watch the NoteBook! LOL Yes Yes we rock!!!
Girls suck! I don't want to ever to tell any girl I like them or could like them again in my life. I would rather die that have to put up with the way I feel when I let my guard down for one min, just to get salt put in old wounds. I don't get close to people for a reason and this is why. I just don't know how I could let myself become a hopeless romantic over girls that where untouchable to begin with? The ones that I know couldn't be good for me.
o well
Jul. 19th, 2005 @ 06:08 am
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Ok Ok I know that its been way to long since my last post but hey I got one word for you Myspace. I cant help it! I miss alot of people. I havn't seen allot of my friends in a while. It makes me kinda sad to say that too. I hope its not b/c im not trying hard enough to hang out with them....?? No I think its b/c I wake up at 2 in the afternoon. Anywho girls girls cant live with you,can't live without you. One in particular God I'm not supposed to feel this way for girl. They are evil and yet this one is only 20% evil. I don't fully get how anyone could make me fill so giddy!! o well got to go with the flow.
I'm hoping to move in with my boys warren and daily soon. fun fun yeah ladies thats right its going to be crazy
Jul. 14th, 2005 @ 12:25 am
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Ok everyone I havn't updated in a while so here it is....
Tom is gay i really hate him, well it gives me time to do this!!!
In the last two days I've gotten to know to people that I thought hated me.
It turns out that where allot alike. When ever I think someone is to attractive and
they scare me I want talk to them. So now that I got to know them I'm I feel really privileged.
I just hope they both choose to keep there eyes open in there lives. They both could have
anything and anyone the want. They just need to see that. I love you both much
I've got to know Newman and Matt alot better as well. There both gay fags and I love them for that. lol
I really miss everyone that is gone. I wish I could make everyone stay here and just have fun.. but I can't
so I will just wait until they get back.. : (
Getting my angle ink soon. I'm So Happy about it too....
I don't want to go to work
I love you guys so much. Your what keeps me going. sorry if it sounds gay but I mean it
Someone bye me the faint cd please its on sale i lost mine one day after i got it
Jun. 23rd, 2005 @ 10:58 am
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No one comments anymore Im going to shut this bitch down if i dont get at least 20 hits
Jun. 15th, 2005 @ 02:56 am
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38 hours no sleep.I think I was deliriously talking
Japanese food taste different with no sleep
I'm sorry if I was mean to you. I felt weird?
I don't like when girls want to do me when they firs meet me. Its a turn off. Unless I'm in a sex sex sex mood and there a 10.
Breakfast was so good again. Me E-money and Matt went to the CB to eat. Yum Yum...
I didn't go to the show last night. I woke up and I didn't fill like going. So I went to BAM and read a book and drank a coffee. I guess you could say I was filling emo. Yeah sucks Im glad I'm not like that all the time.
I don't know what to think....... I do...... but......... I don't
save me save me
Jun. 14th, 2005 @ 09:41 am
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I love rabbits. there so cute, there so funny, there so do-able!!!!!!!!!! pretty pretty rabbit!!!!!!!!!
Jun. 10th, 2005 @ 12:25 am
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Ok tell me what you think
I'm going to do it anyways but I would like to know what you think. I want a monroe piercing. What do you think I would look like with one??????? Be mean, be nice, be what ever.
Pancakes are the best thing in the world!!!! Me Nate and Warren have stayed up all night last night and most of today to get our sleep pattern back. We went to the Cracker Barrel this morning for breakfast. It was so damn good. I might go eat there tomorrow. O and by the way when we went in to eat we where so delirious it wasn't funny. Yeah it was funny.
I had some chick want me to fill her up the other night. Nope I'm talking to Clark ladies!!!!
Release ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!! lol what about you....??????
Splinter Cell Splinter Cell God of War God of War-----on and on
Come over and see me :(
Jun. 9th, 2005 @ 11:37 pm
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Sneaking into your friends houses at 2 or 3 in the morning sucks. Especially with Snell because she looks so gangster!!!!! But getting caught by your friends mom (Mrs. Perkins) sucks even more!!!!!!!! Nate you have climbed all the buildings downtown the next one you going to need the fire department to get you down. But I have to admit is was fun trying to play search and rescue last night.
I don't get to see you nearly enough! I don't know why I would miss you so much, wait yes I do ;)
This apt is so f-ing gross!!!
I wish I could get to pics back so I could get that my space going......
Newman is damn Viking!!!! hitting that pit up with that slab of meat.. gross but so damn funny.
Time to get in the shower. Wash some of this haggard off and go get you...............
Jun. 6th, 2005 @ 07:26 pm
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Man its to early
Little midgit doors suck
Ware houses are so creepy and dangerous in the dark. Warren officially fell in to being HARDCORE last night.
Dailey likes wet strange shorts in his mouth.
Don't put you phones on silent people. Because if you dumb and lose it you can't find it. LOL Ash bag Anderson
Freakin five-0 give us kids a hard time. Lame
BALLS flapping balls flapping in the Kitchen
I 've staid up way to late getting owned by Nate at Halo.
Overall a success, had allot of fun!!!!!!!!!!
LOve you guys Night Night
Jun. 2nd, 2005 @ 07:10 am
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Rain sucks so much!!!!!!!!!
messin this freakin sweet do up. man what the crap???????
Anywho show was ok. (I was really glad to see Cimon back home.) I sat at the door forever about to starve to death so I went to the King King of burgers and ate a gross ass burger. I hung out at Clarks for a bit before going to the crib. Then the Haggard CBS crew came over for a night of fun. (Naked people are so damn fun when there in your bed). I went the the construction sight tonight as well and got so creaped out over the wind blowing. Im such a girl. Cooked some late night snack like always cbs style.
I need this to be and that scares me plus any ways im dead
Jun. 1st, 2005 @ 06:17 am
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